urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper Jasper Cox Jasper Cox 2004-07-14T01:14:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:3448 2004-07-14T01:14:56Z 2004-07-14T01:14:56Z I am <i>so</i> bored right now. My parents have me working in our garden to give me something to do and I'm really enjoying it but it gets so hot, and I keep craving sweets that Hannah has sent me before. The friends i had to hang out with over the summer before all seem to have disappeared and I just spend my time either working in the garden or playing with my gutair, but I'm getting BORED!<br /><br />I want something to do. I'm all jealous of Hannah, she gets to be in France and see all these french girls and eat the food and all that good stuff. Except it's inspired me to try and learn how to speak french again, and it's difficult for me, but I'm getting there. My mom will help me along sometimes when she's not busy, and I'm really enjoying it. It's like the highlight of my day or something like that. I'm thinking I'm going to try and go into town and see what's going on there, maybe get a summer job...<br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />Hannah,<br /><br />JEALOUS! <br /><br />So, this french girl? Yeah...yeah yeah! Tell me about her! Is she cute? What's she like to do? You showed her my picture? Dork! I look horrible in all my pictures! Owl me back as soon as you can. Hannah, I'm bored! Save me!!<br /><br />-Jasper<a name='cutid1-end'></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:3264 2004-06-03T18:22:12Z 2004-06-03T18:22:12Z I DID NOT eat your roll! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:3044 2004-05-25T21:32:43Z 2004-05-25T21:32:43Z <table border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" width="250px"><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="black"><font style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 14pt; color: white">Jasper may explode without warning</font></td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="red"><font style="font-family: wingdings; font-size: 64pt; color: black;">M</font><br><font style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 32pt; color: black;">EXPLOSIVE</font></td></tr></table><br><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/warning-label/warning-label.php">Username:<input name="uname"><input type="submit" value="Get your warning label"><br><br /></form>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a><br /><br /><br />Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:2747 2004-04-24T16:54:16Z 2004-04-24T16:54:16Z I think I'm having an allergic reaction to Herbert. =( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:2388 2004-04-18T07:44:18Z 2004-04-18T07:47:54Z Easter at Hannah's was a blast! Everyone in her family is just really nice and welcoming and I had a fantastic time with everyone, like her little brother and of course Hannah. Hannah's mum is a little strange tho...I'm kinda worried about her because she seems to have this eye twitch and I'm worried that she did'nt want me there because it always seemed to act up when ever I walked by. Also, Hannah cut my hair. =\ I...well, I'll be wearing a beanie for awhile because it just does'nt look all that good. Sorry Hannah...but wow. You sure fucked that up. Ah well, it will grow back. My hair always grows really fast.<br /><br />Luna seems to think Hannah and I are dating but it's not true. I dont mean that in a bad way, like, saying I dont like Hannah, because I do. She's a great girl, but we're just friends. Totally and completely not dating or anything like that. <br /><br />But yeah, I had a really great time with her. Everything was fun. I love my parents, but we never really do holiday stuff like that and it was nice to be around so many people and do all those things, and have a little buddy in crime with Adam. There were a few things I didnt like, like havign to be in bed at certain times and I couldnt get up and walk around the place cause I did'nt wanna get in trouble, or come off as rude by waking anyone up and so I couldnt play my guitar, mostly because I didnt bring it lol But I wrote some lyrics while I was there and couldn't sleep. If you wanna see em, you can. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />Bleed me deeper now<br />Keep on pushing me down<br />It's where I want to be<br />How I know that I am free<br />When you bend me just for the sake<br />To see if I break<br /><br />Make me believe of wilder things<br />Keep me asleep in my broken dreams<br />I need to feel this emptying<br />To feed this pertinacious feeling<br />And tell me I'm good for nothing<br />cause my will just isnt gone<br />If I'm just good for nothing<br />While do you keep hanging on?<br /><br />I'm falling deeper now<br />I've burried myself in the ground<br />And I love the sound<br />Of silence all around<br />I'm loving deeper now<br />My heart is wrapped and bound<br />And I break down to the sound<br />Of silence all around<br /><br />Dont touch if it's not to burn<br />Dont kiss if it's not by yearn<br />Because I need to learn<br />That this is falling to empty<br />That this is no longer tempting<br /><br />And everything is falling too fast <br />Everything is stepping back<br />Everything has stumbled into a mess<br />I just wanted you to express<br />That I've given you less than best <br /><br />I'm falling deeper now<br />I'm burried myself in the ground<br />And I love the sound<br />Of silence all around<br />I'm loving deeper now<br />My heart is wrapped and bound<br />And I break down to the sound<br />Of silence all around<a name='cutid1-end'></a><br /><br />All breaks should be fun like that. I hope everyone else had a great break and holiday as well! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:2123 2004-03-30T09:38:35Z 2004-03-30T09:38:35Z I'm so tired. Wrote like, 4 songs this weekend. <u>°-°</u> Insane what you can do with only 2 hours of sleep a night and a hole lot of shit you want to say. Took a while to write them, though. Issssuuuuueeeessss. I hope I did'nt keep anyone awake. I was rather loud moving about the dorm befour drifting down into the common room.<br /><br />We lost to Gryffindor. I'm not a big Quittidch person, obvousily...But I wanted to suport Hannah and all that, so I went and watched and cheered her on, but Harry beat her to the snitch. Or so I heard... I kinda zoned half way through. No worries Hannah! Its just a game.<br /><br />I've almost given up on my assinments. My hair is really pissin me off! I just dont want to do them, and I dont want to go in and talk with the Professors about them either, so I'm either not gonna do em, or get around to them at the last minute and bullshit my way threw. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:1866 2004-03-16T12:42:06Z 2004-03-30T09:54:59Z I totaly don't see the problem here. No, wait, I think I do. People are too tense and uptite.<br /><br />So I kissed Ginny. Big deal. So she has a boyfriend. Whoofrigginghoo. She was talking all, "Parents don't approve." and "Boyfriend wont aprove." and I'm just thinking, 'well, do you approve of anything, yourself? Do you live by what other people approve of?' I mean, if you're happy, doing whatcha want, then you don't need aprovel. If you're not doing anything wrong, what's the problem?<br /><br />So, I was leaving, and I kissed her -- simple afection for coming and talking to me while I was sitting by my self, and a little comfort cause she was all hiped up on the OWLs -- and, yeah, so there was a little test in there to see if she was disapprove of the kiss because of her own reasons. Like, "I didn't say you could kiss me!" but it was more, "I should smack you," and I was thinking, 'Oh, cool, I was wrong' but she ruined it by being all "Draco is gonna be pissed! I'm going to tell him." Which would be understandable if I had squeezed her tit and slipped her some tongue or something, but I just pecked her. And then I thought things were cool, cause she was all smiling and shit, but then she made a big deal out of nothing.<br /><br />People get hyped up over some stupid shit, really. Just cause I'm a boy, and I give you a kiss, does'nt mean anything. If it did, you would most likely know it. Girls dont freak out when they kiss their girl friends.<br /><br />Get over it, kid. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:1776 2004-03-12T06:55:52Z 2004-03-30T09:47:03Z Ben Jelen - Setting of the Sun So...yeah. Heh. -_- Boys, remember to lock your doors, other wise it gets messy. Er. No pun intended? Okay, just lock the door if you're going to get personal with the self-love.<br /><br />I'm not so embearased, but Hannah seems scarred. At first, it was rather understable, ya know? But now I'm a little worried...it couldn't have been <i>that</i> bad! She'll get over it. I mean....I hope.<br /><br />The school has died. Literlly. All except that little fork throwing...thing. It was a total accedent, I swear, and then it blew up into this huge thing of wasting food and vilence between Blaise and Lavender. It was so intense. So cool. Well, the violence wasnt cool...yeah, it was cool/ <br /><br />So, guess what? Yup, you guessed right! I found someone to due my hair. Oooooh yeaaaaah. Rock! I'm getting dreads. I was gonna grow my hair out, but...why do that when I can do this? I mean, it OWNS! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:1365 2004-03-02T14:23:21Z 2004-03-30T09:46:33Z This is the New Shit - Marilyn Manson Now, I'm really not much for gossip...but Lavender is having Blaise's baby?! I thought it was Rons! ...Wow. This is really going to put a damper on their relationship. At least the baby wont have red hair now.<br /><br />But if Ginny and Draco have a baby, it would have pink hair, would'nt it? That would be hilareous...Hahahaha..haha. Oh man, poor kid. Unless Ginny has an afair with Blaise too, then it would have...well, I don't know what it would have, besides an atitode problem. But Ginny isnt married to Draco, therefor, isnt having a baby. Well, Lavender isnt married to Ron either, but she's having a baby...though it's not Ron's baby. It's Blaise's baby, right?...but she's not married to Blaise, either. You don't have to be married to have a baby, of course, but it would be smart. All you have to do is have sex...<br /><br />Good idea.<br /><br />Okay, I've confused myself. Who's having a baby?<br /><br />I am so freeking high right now, and this typing thing is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much efort.<br /><br />Anyone know when the next Hogsmeede trip is? Cause I'm ready to bust out of here. I've got some money together, to...<br /><br />Hey, has anyone noticed how much Pansy and Professor Clearwater look alike? They really do...it's freaky... Are they related? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:1091 2004-02-28T08:02:36Z 2004-02-28T08:02:36Z I owled home to mum for her to send me a string. Fixing it magically didn't work, and actually only worked in breaking another, so I had to owl her back and tell her just to send them all and I'll restring the entire thing. Hannah -- I also owled her about making you a babyblue beanie, and she said okay. <br /><br />Anyone has the notes for Potions...cause I kinda lost mine. I think, anyway. Or someone stole them, I don't know. I'm thinking of growing my hair out... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:979 2004-02-20T06:13:59Z 2004-03-30T09:43:35Z All we do these days, is study. Or gossip. It's so boring. This school is sooooo boring. Gossip, study. Study, gossip...Or both at the same time.<br /><br />And some dumbass broke a string on my guitar because he was fucking with it when he really should'nt have been, and it's not as if I can just go buy a new one. Then, some other dumbass spilled their tea on me this morning at breakfast, which burned the fuck out of me, and you know what he did? He laughed. Like that shit is funny! You get your balls burned off, and we'll see how funny it is! Then, I slammed into this group standing around a cornor, and they knocked me down and I think one of them called me a fag. =| Okaaay.<br /><br />But all in all, it hasnt been a bad day. I got good marks on my essay, I managed to not fall asleep in class, not to meantion I've been spending time with Pansy...who isnt so bad. She's actually kind of funny...sometimes. I think I might have taken it too far by humping the shelfe. I don't think people get my since of humor, really.<br /><br />Meh. I'm horny. <br /><br />Anyway... Must <i>study</i> with Hannah now.<br /><br /><br /><table width="50%" border="0" align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"> <tr> <td bgcolor="000066">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="CC9933">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="990000">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="FFCC00">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="FFFF00">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="000000">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="006600">&nbsp;</td> <td bgcolor="999999">&nbsp;</td> </tr> </table><br /><center><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/ixchelmala/575981.html">Unity <br />is Inter-House Relations.</a></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:646 2004-02-10T14:30:53Z 2004-03-30T09:42:04Z I'm a little worried. Hannah said something about there being babys around the castle, and after spending a little bit of time checking back, checking in on things, and basicly just listening in on conversations, I've found that someone is pregnant. <br /><br />Not cool, people! <br /><br />If you want my opinon, I don't think there should be babies around the castle. They could get lost, eaten, scared, hurt, thrown in the lake, used as blackmale, held for randsom, get potions spilled on them, be hexed, be charmed, catch colds, be tossed around, carried off by some animal in care of magical creatures, misplaced never to be found again, chew on something they should'nt chew on, drool on a potion and fuck up your work, could take a shit in the middle of an exam, keep all your dorm mates up all night, and you could never, ever take them to potions because Professor Snape would surely make the parents test out there potions on em. Not to mention, you'd have to find a babysitter. Sure, you could trust a house elf, but would you <i>really</i> want to? <br /><br />Not to mention they tend to smell. And cry. They cry a lot. Poop too. Drool. <br /><br />BUT, on the upside...breast feeding. Oh, yeah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masterjasper:353 2004-01-27T00:00:03Z 2004-03-30T09:40:12Z Hannah, if you have my beanies, I beg that you please give them back. Sometimes, I'll fall asleep on the couches, and they'll fall off and I wont relize it, or whatever. You can barrow them, if you'd like, just let me know.<br /><br />I literally ran into Pansy yesterday, and for a thing her size, I'm suprised to find that I managed to get a bruise on my arm from her. Tho, I have an idea she might get pleasure from knowing that. She's rather pretty thing to, when she's not snarling, hissing, or punning. But she's a lesbian, so I wont even go there.